More and more, I find myself apologizing for how I feel. And if I'm not apologizing, I feel horribly guilty.
I don't even recognize myself anymore. I use to be honest, outspoken, enthusiastic, energetic...and now I seem to be measuring my self-worth by how others treat me. My self-esteem is virtually non-existent. Any happiness I can grab onto is so fleeting.
I always feel...angry, sad, confused, worried...
I have no idea who I am anymore. But it's not the me I used to be. And I'm not sure if I even care...
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